Why do we love?

School has been on for two weeks now. So how am I coping with it?
Well, i basically find it really demanding, but I thank God that at least the content that I'm studying doesn't bore me. I was praying so hard before i start school that I would not find myself in the wrong place, cause that would mean 4 long years of suffering. And surprisingly the stuff that I'm studying is somewhat interesting, so yup, I'm doing pretty well at school, though I'm still trying to ease myself into the position of a full-time student.

Spiritual wise I think I'm doing good. I guess it's just at times when you feel so helpless and have absolutely no idea how you can complete all your readings that you just turn to God. This experience of school is entirely different from my past 15 years of education. For once in my life, I walk about school with this consciousness of God, consciousness that He's just right there walking beside me, granting me the supernatural strength I need to face each day. So for you fellow students out there, never separate school life and the spiritual like what I've always done. Whatever you do, do it with a consciousness of God, and with the desire to put a smile on His face. That really changes everything =)

After a few months of planning, TAPESTRY 2008 is finally over. The Radicals really did us proud at Clarke Quay last Sunday, and believe it or not, a total of about 103 pple (our own peeps + their friends) turned up to support. And to the BEFRIENDERS!!!!! You guys were bursting with enthusiasm and bravery as you went about doing yr surveys. I never knew our youths were so bold haha. Well done guys!!!

LEGAL MOVIE MARATHON with law OG last night. I slept for like, 5-6 hours haha. Didnt complete a single movie haha. Was really exhausted but i knew divya would nag at me for a week if I didnt show up =P

And the POST-TAPESTRY event happened today. I must admit that i was extremely disapointed to see our target number not met after all the effort we put in to plan, advertise and decorate the place. Throughout the first half of the programme I sat at my seat,and a thousand thoughts ran through my head, like how I wasted an entire Saturday and how I could have completed my LAWR cases today. But everything changed the moment Pastor Ben spoke. The line he spoke,"Don't be disappointed because you don't see all the seats filled today, cause soon all the seats will be filled" really spoke to me. I guess in all my human understanding I could never reconcile the fact that the event didnt turn out the way I wanted it to. Now on hindsight, I think God really had a plan. I daresay all who turned up were truly inspired by Pastor Ben's sharing on revival. Altar call was amazing. It's been a long time since I knelt down at the altar to surrender things in my life and to soak in His presence.

And to the KNIGHTS FOR CHRIST! You guys have a mission! Let's not stop interceding for revival, cause it's gonna happen in HIS time. I quote Josh (oops hope u don't mind!) that the comm. and the performers "kept their spirits up despite not having full house. It speaks much of their character." I agree totally. I'm really proud of u pple. To the Tapestry Comm- it was fun working with u guys and i thank you so much for yr hard work! And the performers- all i can say is 'well done' =)

Oh yes one more thing. You know the "iLive for iAm" shirt the tapestry helpers have? I was wearing it at serangoon interchange this morning and as i was rushing towards my bus, this young man stopped me in my tracks, pointed to me and said "Cool shirt!" He then went on to ask where I got it bla bla. Obviously i was shocked by this sudden occurence but i must say it made me really proud!! And well done Jabez, the designer of the shirt =)

Really sleepy now. Off to bed! cya!